More than a decade

More than a long restless decade, today is my birthday. I'm 15 years old now. Today is the day. I don't feel very different, I don't feel older either. I still feel like im 14 in most ways. Is it truly true that im really 15? I guess i am, but it doesn't feel like it. Decade races in my mind. What's with the word decade? It's like diferent. Well, bye for now!